Me processing my experience with the Akashic records

I had a group session last Sunday ( social distancing of course) . It was about learning to astral travel and to access our individual akashik records .

Although I am fascinated by my experience of astral traveling, seeing my akashik records was by far the most profound experience in my life ( not exaggerating) !

As usual it takes me a week to integrate whatever I learn after a session.

I have been wanting to learn astral travel and about my akashik records ever since I heard about it in 2014 .

I wanted to learn about it because of natural curiosity and because I was seeking answers about my life and my family.

I was not able to though and got into other modalities later on that also helped me especially with meditation or closing past toxic relationships. I did every Reiki level on this planet, did past life regression and other techniques. They all worked but something was still missing and I guess I was only touching the surface. I need deep teachings in my life . I need to see , hear and feel the teachings . I learned a lot about my narcissistic father during the past life regression and did more healing but still something was missing. Later emotional release and that was just recently and boy that was a lot !

A few months ago I found the course on astral travel and Immediatly paid but then it was canceled due to Covid and group restrictions. I was not upset and decided that when the Universe decides it is my time then something will happen.

A few weeks ago I got a text from the sister of my meditation guide that there was an opening. After a few text messages I was in !

Last Sunday I took the class with 3 4 other people wide spread and learned about respect for Universal Law and how to show respect .

During my personal akashik experience, I learned everything that I should or must know at this point in time .

I feel now ever since a sense of calmness.

Whenever connecting to guides in the past and hearing that I was not ready to hear a message, I did not understand why but respected the Universe. Now after my experience, I have a knowing when I am supposed to hear the message and when it is too early and I feel content .

I have had my akashik tarot cards fir a while and I have to say the difference is that the cards are more subtle and you receive the message that is relevant to you on your journey at this point in time . With reading the akashik, my experience is that you also receive information, however you receive more information and it is very loving and compassionate meaning even if it is something that you are not comfortable about, there is so much love and compassion and guidance ( always space for improvement) is the message I basically received .

It is not going to happen that you hear “ how could you ?!” Or “ that was bad “ my experience is more like “ you did … however you can learn from this “

I feel like comparing it to sex education lol . You fear about sex and it sounds cool , but then after the experience you realize it is actually about love and respect .

Same with akashik. It sounds interesting and when you experience it , you feel respect and love .